nobody knows

nobody really knows or can use reality. i mean nobody undeveloped of course; even then we are still swimming in a soup of imagination.

eventually we see once and for all that escape is only a strange wish in reality. searching for a guiding principle and finding nothing that doesn’t shred with time. acceptance is within reach but it is diverted by a fundamental desire to function better.

struggling with the elements, the yes and no of situations must be encouraged by myself.  the best reasoning i am capable of must be found. it is urgent.  there is enough time, but time is running out.  the hourglass hidden.