i feel like i’ve been raped

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and barbarians have invaded., help me. vandals, visigoths

a horrible thing has happened. when i came back from the boadwalk today men were dismantling my bed and moving all of my things into the box with windows.

so bye for now everybody. all of my friends… i'll be back. i just con't know when.

in case you're wondering. i had planned… had a friend coming tomorrow morning with a truck to help pack and take most of it to storage where i have a little room already.
then the dictum came down to do it tonight…. and the henchmen were ready to invade my space without my permission. so that's it.

made no money yesterday or today. i have five dollars to my name until the first.

anyone feeling charitable can go to…

http://www.hungryeyegraphics.com

there's a paypal button on the front page. if everyone who cares just sent two dollars like pfelep (sp) when i first anounced it. it would make a giant difference.

thankyou in advance… sorry i am a beggar. but….. c'est la vie

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at the salon

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art, russian poetry, salon

my friend had a show of his very special paintings of unknown russians who were executed in russia. he did them from the mug shots the jailers took of them each just before they were shot. it was near hollywood and vine; right in the center of hollywood.

many of his talented friends recited poetry and there were hot and cold hors d'oeuvres and cold vodka. ethnic violin music made the whole event very festive.

i would like to show you a sample of zander berkeley's deep portraits but i don't have permission. sorry …

rilke

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anti-war, hungryeyeraphics, I_ArtMan, rilke

"the lay of the love and death of cornet christopher rainier rilke" oil painting 3×4 feet

from http://www.hungryeyegraphics.com …

pissed

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pissed

sal the manager told me to just put something in the trailer i wanted. so this morning i checked out all three boxes with windows. i put some clothes in the one i settled on. then came back today and my stuff was moved to the one trailer i can't live in because it's inundated with some kind of noxious fumes. i'm going to have to make a stand.

so pre-paid legal may be my last resort. i consider this to be 'senior abuse'. they will have to give me a 30 day eviction notice if i don't buckle, give in, and take the option. i will insist they bring a different trailer or evict me. i am so pissed. …

documentary evidence

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abbott kinney, art, mike vann documentarian, venice beach, venice poem

i spent the day exhibiting my paintings and working on venice

beach's famed boardwlk.

i'm posting a link to a ten minute documentary my friend made

which includes some interviewing of yours truly. apart from

that 'i'm in it'… it's quite a lovely symphony like documentary

about this truly unique place.

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seeds on stones

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disillusionment, frodo, poetry, seeds of fear

the seeds of fear

there's insanity in being right all the time

there's insanity in ignoring truth

soft rose petals float from innocent mouths

collide with the sparse dark particles

splinters of evil have a headlong pace

every movement, every lie

becomes ridiculous in the real world.

i mind that the silence is shattered by metallic scrapings

noxious gases gather in layers of frightening colors

my opinion of precious beauty

may be the poison that corrodes gold

but wishing that those thorny daggers of error

are tricks of the light

and those fantastic chimeras which peaked our joy unexpectedly

and fed our wantonness were all a mist… no harm at all

are but the pains that seeds of fear will reap in times to come

just a little sketch oil painting inspired by the character "frodo" from the j.r.r. tolkein epic. …